I saw him earlier today. I pased him on the street and unthinkingly smiled and said hi. He looked a little startled. That made me think, to my embarra...sment, that he knows I spy on him. He gets off on the idea and that was the reason for the solo show. I had that mad rush of adrenalin, mortal humiliation, even fear. And something else. As I went and got on the bus to go into town, I had that naughty, creeping feeling in my groin, like a lovely poison dripping through me. I could feel a dampness. You called me once and asked me to moan. I did, loudly, I said things like "fuck me!", and you were grunting on the other side of the phone. I heard your breathing get faster, I heard you screaming when you were cumming. You laughed and we hung up. I let my own cum dry on my chest. Then one day you told me you were moving, another country, new possibilities. You said you'd miss me. But you didn't know how much I would. You were leaving on a monday, I asked you to come over the friday before.. " But you said that Arlie recommended him to you." Sure. And Arlie knows his stuff. But judging ballplayers isn't exactly an exact science. Arlie's judgment isn't infallible." But. This one -- Alex Osborn. Is he going to make it?" I don't know, Babe. Maybe. He's smart, and he's got some talent. We're using him as a spot reliever -- one or two hitters and then out -- whether he does good or bad." And that's because... ?" That's because he isn't overpowering. He relies on throwing a variety of. " He smiled at that, and rolled yet again. "It is the need for permission which makes me feel restricted." So I may embrace thee so long as I let thee go. Truly, I meant it as an expression of love." And I took it as such, and as cherishing, and as shelter. But I am gentleborn, and thy wife. How canst thou trust me to run thy household if I have to consult thee on the question of whether my bladder is full. Truly I did not think that thou were expressing distrust. I only felt that thou shouldst.