I actually walked 3 miles to the bar just to try to clear my head. I stood across the street staring into the parking lot Knowing i couldnt go in.Frus...ration and anxiety playing incredible tricks on my psyche.As i walked away from the bar after a few minutes , angry at myself...and more importantly disappointed. I decided to call her. "Hello ?" she answered."hey" Whats up Hun?" she inquired"Im freaking out baby" Why ?" Im scared and insecure. I'm a fucking retard. i cant do this tonight" ummmm. " He smiled at Kate. Kate visibly got angry. I could have sworn I heard her growl."The killing stops." I said firmly. "Oh, you mean, Ms. Barron?" he shrugged, "Who is going to believe a ditzy pre-med student and a couple of 'paranormal' investigators?" We WILL take you down." Kate said her lips twisted into a sneer. She looked like she was about to attack him. He waved his hand, and she simply froze. He turned to me, "I could destroy you both, just like that, but there must be a balance.". " he whispered, "did you ever know?" Your body reaction when I casually mentioned it. I read your guilt." Eliana sighed. "I'm a trained Priestess Basel. That means I hold a doctoral license for reading and counseling people's emotions. I'm not bringing this up to embarrass you, and I have no intention of ever mentioning this to anyone. I just want you to understand the warts on my soul. Most men would find my reading ability to be a very ugly wart for a wife to have." Be afraid of it you mean?". Until one night when it all changed. The ironic thing is, Kara wasn't even my type. The age thing, yes, I'll admit always had my interest. But I'd look at her, and I'd see a girl with a huge set of boobs, a bigger body, and although she had a really cute face, just someone I was not physically into. At all. Even with my hormones, and my sex drive, and my overwhelming urge to fuck girls half my age; she'd flirt with me, I'd flirt back, and then pleasantly laugh it off and go home, go back to.