She continued to look at me but said nothing and I couldn't tell what she was thinking one way or the other. She headed out the door evidently deep in...thought and left.Well, if the girls or Pat don't come back I won't be any worse off than before and I would have some wonderful memories. Back to routine.Just in case things hadn't changed, I told my wife; since it is nice weather just leave the garage door open when you leave.If someone comes later fine, if not, I'll know my answer. I got busy. I was afraid that if I said something you would leave me and to have you as a friend and love you from afar was better than losing you completely." She looked at Erika intently, worried at what she would say but when no answer was forth coming she continued, “Do you understand me now? You are not angry with me are you?”Erika took her friends hand and held it tightly.“No, Elsa, I am not angry. You are right, I didn’t think of you that way. I have never thought of any woman that way but feeling. I tell her you know as well as I do he wouldn't do that, she says I know he wouldn't but I cant do that I would be to embarrassed,but if I did decide to do it which I doubt what would you suggest I wear, I said I dont know maybe a tanktop shirtwith no bra and a short skirt with no panties, she says no way would I do that and besides I don't even own a tanktop, I then say one of mine, she just gasp and says thats even worse I might as well not wear anything at all cause your shirt wouldbe way to. Das sie dann auch noch auf eine "Idioten-Schule" ging, wie es unser Vater immer nannte, machte das ganze nur noch schwerer für ihn.Wenn Fremde wissen wollten, was mit Marianne nicht Stimmt, antwortet unser Dad immer nur: die läuft nicht auf allen Zylindern oder die hat halt eine begrenzte CPU. Was unsere Mum allerdings sehr hasste, diese antwortete lieber etwas sachlicher mit: Marianne hat eine Lernbehinderung. Als dann Marianne 16 und ich 14 war, hatte unser Dad wohl genug ist einfach.