She stood up and moved to the front of me and layed there legs apart pulling my hair and pulling me so close to her pussy i could smell her but not re...ch. She asked if i wanted to taste her i said yes mistress but she laughed and said beg for it, i begged but was told no.instead she said for me to get on my knees, she got the rope and tied my arms to my side tight and face her as she sat down, i could not move and was totally under her command now. She got out her big rabbit vibrator and pushed. "You don't have to tell me anything. I just want you to know that there is another way for you." What do you mean?" Just call me after it's over. There's a whole other world out there for you. I know from experience."I finished dressing in a hurry and left her without another word.***It was worse than any nightmare. I remember waking up in the recovery room in a paper gown with a catheter draining my scrotum, a dull ache from where my balls used to be. When I was able to sit up and pull back. Not nice, but who was I to argue.As always, I accepted it, knowing I was going to spend the night with my Tom. When he got back he was sore from his day picking tobacco. But he was so kind when he asked me, ‘was you whipped today Jenny?’ I smiled and shook my head. ‘Was you Tom?’‘Not really my darling, just a couple from Bill as the day grew older’.We sat and ate some of the leftovers from Mistress Elizabeth’s lunch, whilst holding hands. Afterwards I washed the dishes and prepared myself for. I fell on bed like a log, but he was not over yet. Got on bed and slept and asked me to ride with my back to him.I somehow got in that position with weakened legs, he held my waist for support and lowered me to push dick again inside. I would see myself in mirror in front dildo filled pussy going up and down on his dick, With every up and down my boobs would shake sideways which were visible to that guy. He slowly moved both hands up and squeezed both boobs hard and asked to move fast.