But I won’t make love to you.’ ‘You better explain yourself. Because I’m not sure I understand.’ ‘Gail, I like you, a lot. Of all the wome... I’ve ever dated, you’re the only one I want to continue seeing. I guess I want to develop a stronger relationship with you.’ ‘What’s that got to do with not wanting sex?’ ‘I’m getting to that. I’m old fashioned in my values. My folks taught me that sex was only for married people and I’ve hung on to the belief, in spite of society today. Yeah, I know,. GordyI woke with the rooster's cry. Weena's head was on my shoulder. Today was the day we'd get to see Maddy's station and Charlie's and get to look at the river. I turned my head and gave Weena a kiss."More." How could I refuse? But then I got up, threw on a shirt, grabbed my kit, and went to wash and shave. By the time I was done, I could smell coffee. I went back to the room, dressed and found my way back to the kitchen. Maddy and I greeted one another."I guess we each got a sleepin'. Suzanne took her foot off the accelerator and let her car coast to a stop in front of the driveway. Turning on her hazard lights, she stepped from her warm car into the wind that still held a chill of winter. She always swore the air was cleaner here, better here. It cleared your mind and nurtured you. She took a few deep breaths and held them, willing herself to look up. With her eyes closed, she lifted her head and turned her face towards the house. Long lashes fluttered open and she gazed. But it was too late to back out so the party continued And this guy asked to go last and Jerry agreed that might be best.So did I actually. After a while it was time for fucking. Jerry stood Beth up, backed her up and laid my wife on the bed.By then I had that special condom with tiny holes in the end was ready so I handed it to him.He smiled and put it on where she could see it. Lying down beside her Jerry began to kiss her, then stroked and kissed her breasts as he moved down toward his.