She got herself ready with some lube and a latex glove and crawled up onto the bed between my legs. However, she came up to my face and gave me anothe... long, soft and passionate kiss.'Ok my darling are we ready.' she said as I just nodded back.'Now just relax for my ok?', as she moved back down between my legs. she rubbed abit of the cold lube around my hole before gently rubbing and caressing it for a few minutes. This felt pretty strange but good at the same time. Feeling that I was beginning. You know who you are. Yeah, YOU! What the hell did you think would happen when you consistently planned your private quiet time so that you could log onto a chat site? Did you think you were safe hiding behind a keyboard? That your fears and unhappiness and emotions wouldn't be sitting there with you? That you would simply confess your desires to strangers and remain detached? Granted, there are some out there who can heartlessly pretend to be involved and caring. But not you. You put on a. “Dude, you’re missing it man, I’m kicking ass!” I hollered. “Always playing video games, Jack, isn’t it past your bed time?” I heard Lana’s voice chime, and I was instantly pulled away from my game. “Oops. Did I distract you?” she asked, noticing my lack of focus had gotten my virtual self killed. “Oh, hey Lana, no, I mean, no big deal. What’s up?” Lana flopped down on the couch across from me. “Not much, it’s just my last night before I head back to school and everyone is asleep already. . “What are you doing?” Now she sounded a little nervous. But I knew she trusted me.“I’m going to kiss you.”“But, you are married?”“It’s only a kiss. This way if the topic comes up, you can honestly say you have kissed a girl.”She didn’t reply, but she also didn’t pull away. I just stayed right there and touched her face gently, stroking her cheek. She just looked me right in the eye, no sign of a problem, any embarrassment, or nervousness. She just waited.I studied her face, her lovely face. She.