"But still- you know, right?" ...I know what?" I ask."Like, umm, look but don't touch?" Katie says. "Sure, we get on theboys' backs about this, but we...can do it, right? And there ARE a lot ofcute guys here tonight!" Well- ugh," I spit. "Time for a refill." Took the words right out of my mouth," Katie says as she follows me tothe bar. "Same again, please." Coming right up," the barman says as I try not to get angry at Katie'scomments. "Jacinta?" Same," I say as Katie's smile starts to turn into. You didn't walk all this way did you?" Yeah, but it's no big deal, I like to walk. So when is Tina going to be back?" I ask, trying not to look at Mark."Oh Gosh, I think they are going to be gone until sometime this evening. Listen, you wait right here while I get my keys and I'll drive you home." Hey, no reason to do that! I can drive her, I'm goin' that way." Mark says smiling at me. "No thanks, I'll walk." I say without even looking at him.Mark says, "Don't be silly, I'll give you a ride.". Jenny said ok and beat a subdued retreat. She was not going to tanglewith mom when he had his pattern down. She looked at the clock andrealized that she had just looked at it when she came inside. It was justa little after two. She knew she had told Derek before three, but now shewas feeling silly. It shouldn't matter to her that he wasn't here yet.Jenny had put up the awning on the side of the trailer last week andmostly had left it up since then. Grandma Amelia had set up the foldingtable and. I don't understand, i called in the darknessof my mind. In my confusion i let my arms drop again, and scarcely had i doneso when a third crack of flesh on flesh preceded a harsher, more painful sensation. This time i cried out, yelling into the cloth gag, arching my back as ifthat could somehow eliminate the pain. And His voice again, with no change of tone or pitch. "I did not give youpermission to move those arms slave." i wept into the cloth over my eyes. What was i doing wrong? i thought i.