‭Those were my thoughts before I removed my ass from the warm bed. I had been out of bed earlier to urinate, and to raise the setting on the cabin�...s wall heater. The cabin used it in place of a central heat unit. I had been back in bed long enough to clear my head of those thoughts. So I was ready to clean my body by the time I resolved to do nothing.‭I passed by the coffee jug filled with day old coffee. I could smell the fresh pot as it brewed. The fresh pot got saved until all the older. “She’s already here.” I look at her with a puzzled expression. She points with her eyes and a nod of her head. I look over my shoulder and their sitting by the AGA is the barmaid dressed in her tight fitting but respectable shit and trouser suit, I’ve seen before. I recover my composure and, just as I would do fully dressed, extend my hand and shake Julie’s hand. She ‘undresses me with her eyes (if you know what I mean) and says, “Hi, Jill says that you’re settling in well and have got more. I sat down on my bed as I continuedto think back on what he had said. It certainly put an entire new lighton the whole machine business; and I was sure Jack would be relieved tofinally really be let off the hook for my transformation. I looked atmy big hands - my big male man hands. Why had God given them to me?Surely there must be some reason for my possessing them, as well as therest of my body. But what could it be? I somehow knew it wasn't to takepretty pictures of me for commercial. Whatever your flavor. Hey, most people only get half the package. Good looks or intelligence. Only a select few can have both. You know it’s the truth, so live with it. Political correctness causes people to shun the truth these days. I’m not the kind of man who just goes with the flow. I got my own beliefs and I take a stand. Even if it’s unpopular. To hell with society. That’s me, folks. Today is Friday and my friends and I are hanging out in the city of Boston. We went to the Prudential.