I've missed him terribly and wish he could be here to help me with all the Christmas stuff. It’s our first Christmas together and I wish we could ha...e done the whole thing together. However I knew he’d be a busy man when we started dating. I’m just getting done putting up the tree and still need to tackle wrapping the last bit of gifts. I head to the kitchen and make some hot cocoa thinking of what it would be like if Marc was here with me. I know how helpful he would be getting this all done.. I didn’t know where at this point in time. But far enough that they couldn’t just come by and harass me. She could get her divorce anyway; I was certain of that. Abandonment would have to be the basis. And abandonment was what it would be for sure. I was gonna be abandoning the hell out of them!I did need a bit of help though. I had to get out of Germany before the evil doers pulled strings to find me if indeed they’d bother, which I was pretty sure that they could and likely would do. I did. That’s it, nibble on the head. OOOO that feels so fucking good Hema. Now shove it all the way down your throat. That’s it bitch, swallow that cock. Swallow it god damn you.” I took her head in my hands and forced her head all the way down her mouth till I felt it hit the back of her throat and held her down for a few seconds. Hema tried to back out but I held her down. “Oh no bitch, you’re not coming back up for air till I let you.” Then I let go and as my cock exited Hema’s mouth she almost. My cock was rock hard and it had been for two days, but I couldn't touch her, not yet, that was the agreement. I'd watched her dressing and the slow, sensual way she had done it had me ready to climb walls, (which is why she had done it that way - she wanted me to suffer). She had turned putting on her white nylons, garter belt and four inch "fuck me" pumps into an exquisite reverse strip tease and when I'd said nothing she'd stood up and walked by me with a slow sensuous walk until she got to.