“Sounds like you’ll go from the hospital to jail.”Neil decided to run, stupid person that he is. There was a wall of people in front of him, inc...uding the lawyer, Jack, Bob Bowers, and Doc Henredon, who had just walked in. The lawyer shoved papers into Neil’s chest so hard he fell backward.“You’ve been served, Neil Stedman,” he said.Jack was pushing his way forward and soon knelt beside me, one arm around me and one hand on Lissa’s. Before Neil was a step farther, he was in handcuffs. An. "Well, looks like you're ready." He pushed in the vibrator slowly, and though it wasn't on the cold of the plastic shocked me, causing my eyes to slide open quickly, looking at him. He touched the remote, and held it up to show me what it was with a devilish smile on his face. He simply pushed a couple buttons and it gave a low buzz inside of me, turning it up and down he smiled, shutting it off. "Here are the rules." He whispered into my ear. "You won't moan, because then the boys will hear. “Just … mean things. Like I’ll always be fat and never have a boyfriend or get married. Boys have teased me all through school. I don’t look like anyone else. I don’t think like anyone else. And sometimes I think I’ll never belong, anywhere.” Houlihan sat back. The usual teenage thoughts, that is, if you weren’t one of the chosen. “I’m sorry.” He didn’t dare say that life was sometimes like high school, that it was who you knew, and what you looked like and joining the clubs even if you didn’t. I would find out later she was 25. She seemed to be enjoying watching me squirm. “So Michael, how many women have you seen naked?” “Uh, just a few, I mean only in magazines.” “So you enjoy looking at naked women in magazines, or do you also read the articles?” “Uh, I just look at the pictures.” “You just look. You don’t do anything while you’re looking at the pictures?” I didn’t know what to say. I wasn’t going to tell a girl that I masturbate while looking pictures of naked women. “Oh.