"Spread your knees wide. The balls of your feet should be overlapping, and your hands clasped behind your back."The girl made the necessary adjustment...."There are variations to this position. Standard is what you are in right now. Make sure your back is straight."She pulled her shoulders back."That's it. Very good!"She blushed at his praise."The back position is very simple. Lean back, your arms supporting you."Very good. If I tell you 'kneel back' or 'lean back, ' this is what I want."Go back. I didn’t have any odd feelings.Then as I went to pick my bra and panty, he held my hand. I was stopped. I turned my head, and he said “I want you with me in my bed.” I was puzzled, not knowing what to say…… Then, he immediately said, “don’t worry, I ain’t gonna fuck you.” I just smiled to his words and asked if it will be ok if I put on bra and panty. He said “it’s absolutely fine.” Then, I put on my panty, and as I was putting on my bra, he came near to me and said “let me hook it for you.” I. ”“Oh?” I said. I didn’t bother trying to hide my surprise. “I’m almost at motel one,” I said flatly. “I’ll check with you by wire in a few hours.” I was actually approaching a somewhat run down Motel Six in a less desirable part of town where I checked in using the same identity that I had used in Davenport. I paid for a month and said that I would be in and out a lot so they shouldn’t worry if I was not in my room for several days at a time. I then sanitized my keys, IDs, credit cards, and. It did nothing for me. He was pissed when I said I was not gonna date him anymore because school was starting. And then there was Pete: Pete was a nice guy but really, really annoying with his Nascar and his Ninga motorcycle talk and his stupid video games. But he was good looking and adored me and treated me nice. And then one evening during a ‘make-out’ session he tried to ‘go-down-on-me’…….. I let him, (I did not encourage him) I just let it happen. It was horrible. His beard felt like 180.