The first boyfriends and lovers helped end that phase. I still recall those who first flirted with me and treated me as a woman, even though they knew...I was a special kind of gurl. The fact that I was different and exotic made me more attractive not less. That I worked harder at being pretty and feminine and sexy than most biological women made me even more so. Once I learned that, once I was held and kissed and admired as Jennifer, my confidence grew and I fully accepted what I wanted and who. Mel has not moved she is sat on the bed looking out of bedroom window, as I walk in she does not turn around her shoulders are hunched she is deep in thought, I walk around to the side of the bedroom where she is sat and my cock is level with her face.She looks at it and at me, she gets up walks past me to the window and pulls down the blind, she turns around and says, “put on the film please, from the start” ok I then lean over the bed pick up the remote and press start, Mel then walks out of. His cell had a desk, a stool, and a bed, all of which were entirely made out of poured concrete. There was pad on the bed, a toilet that would shut off if blocked, a shower that ran on a timer to prevent flooding, and a sink without a tap. He had a deluxe room that had a polished steel mirror bolted to the wall, an electric light controlled by a guard, a radio, and a black-and-white television with limited channels. His view of the world was limited to a four inch wide by four foot tall window. Grandpa's hand pushed between my thighs and forcing them apart. Will’sspread me further apart as he went to his knees infront of me. He put his head between down and licked my used pussylips with his cold tongue. I pulled his hair, bringinghim up for a kiss. Will returned to my cunt back down. I gasped and thrust forward as heforced his tongue into me. Grandpa said “So, shall I ravish you hereon the couch or take you bent over my desk?” Iwrapped my legs around his back and pulled him towards me.