She is so confident that Iwon't do anything that she was just about bursting, telling me Ican't act like a husband anymore." What are you going to do ...bout it?" I have absolutely no idea. I am going to play it by ear. MaybeI'll go to one of those lesbian bars and get some beautiful womanand take her home with me. Maybe I'll just go to bed early and lether have her fun. I just don't know hat I am going to do." Well, good luck! It takes a lot of nerve to bring a lover intoyour house in front of. ’ He didn’t sound upset. ‘Sorry.’ ‘It was a while ago. The thing that makes me sad is that I don’t remember much about them. Sandy has almost no memory of them at all.’ ‘That’s a shame.’ I kissed his cheek. I kissed his neck. I kissed behind his ear. This had nothing to do with sex. I just wanted to be as close to him as I possibly could. He ran his hand lightly through my hair. I didn’t ever want this to end. Finals were over and I loaded the car to head home. I had never felt so positive. "Paul and I waited around the house until we heard a truck pull into my driveway. " Sounds like your friend is here."Getting up, we walked outside to meet them. I saw a slinky blonde climbing out of a truck that was pulling a trailer loaded with two bikes in it. I figured the blonde must be Mandy.Paul walked up to the blonde and hugged her. Motioning for me to come over, I walked up next to my friend."Brian, this lovely lady is Mandy."I was taken by surprise a little when Mandy turned and threw. Why? Simply because both the husband and the wife have stuff in their system that they need to expunge. You don’t get married until you’ve met someone worthwhile, capable, smart and loyal. And you don’t start a relationship with some worthwhile, capable, smart and loyal until you’ve done the bed-hopping thing with some sex freaks. You need to get it out of your system. Do what you need to do. Have fun. Then move on. Close the chapter on them. Otherwise you’re never going to be happy, even if.