"Asiara knew what this was about. Partheon was her second in command in military matters, and she hadn't spoken to him since the battle with the Sersi...hi. He would be anxious to go over the details of the battle and to discuss their plans going forward.But Asiara found such topics somehow distasteful at the moment. Normally, military strategy would get her blood boiling only slightly less than her exploits between the sheets, but today it seemed oddly unimportant. Every time she tried to think. It was quite lavish, with a full bar, fifty-inch flat screen and an adjoining bathroom. There was also a luxurious king bed with a naked young woman on it, her wrists tied to the headboards. Next to her sat Mark, casually stroking her leg. When he saw me he got up. ?You made it!? he said with a big smile. ?What do you think of the new room? We built this over the last year ourselves, didn’t trust it to a contractor.? ?I like it,? I said. ?Is this where you’re? doing the deed now??. I was aware of my lingerie, my panties,and my padded bra. I could feel myself still leaking from my containmentthat only stimulated me more hardly dampening the lust bursting in mybrain. My navy blue blouse, my shoulder length hair, my pierced ears, andmy pleated skirt all brought me ecstatic waves of joy.It was my twenty-fifth birthday and my wife wanted to fulfill my mosterotic fantasies. She had gone on my computer to my private bookmarks andread all my favorite stories from the sites that I. God, I was so young and arrogant. I thought that every girl would want to get with me. I know that my apology isn’t worth much now, but for what it is worth, I’ve felt guilty for it every day since.’ Heidi found that hard to believe. ‘Why now? Why did it take you four years to come say something to me?’ She tried hard to keep her voice calm, not wanting him to know how much this conversation was affecting her. ‘I tried to before. I’ve written you letters that I’ve never sent. I’ve come as far.