‘Can I . . . help . . . you?’ This was the first time in my life that a girl had expressed interest in handling my penis! I almost came at the tho...ght of it! ‘Uhyuh . . ah, I’d li . . . unhuh.’ I couldn’t even get the right words out of my mouth to say ‘yes.’ She got the idea, though. Looking right into my eyes, she reached down and undid my belt, unhooked the top of my shorts, and pulled down my zipper. ‘Lift your hips,’ she said. As I did, she pulled my shorts and undershorts down far enough. It's a bra." Tiff said without it you look indecent and so demoralize youngstershere." I AM a boy, I can't wear it," I whined. "At this camp session, there'reonly three youngsters: Randy, Rami and me." Yeah, put this bra on and it will definitely improve my morale," Ramiteased."RAAMIII..." Not the clothes make a man," Rami chuckled.Now I was wearing a sports bra instead of my tee because it was too hotto wear both. I thought to change back at the turn of sessions but Randyand her Mom were here. Smiling at them, I took my seat, and much to my relief the aisle seat next to me stayed empty. After take-off, I un-strapped my seat belt, and settled back, thinking about a new story that was in the womb so to speak, but that refused to be born, when one of the young women un-strapped her seat-belt, and came over and started talking to me."Excuse me, you're Chelsy Davis, aren't you?" she said as she sat on the edge of the empty seat next to me.She was wearing baggy shorts, and a loose t-shirt,. In fact the doctor and I had arranged the start of it for that very evening.As Julia made her choices from the clothing racks I went over my plan once more. Tonight I would disappear - permanently - from the lives of all who knew and loved me, never to be seen again. I had arranged a number of false trails that led to dead ends. I would simply be like the many people who go missing every year, never to be found. But I would be right under their noses if they only knew where to look - or what to.