“Did you take a look at the website I told you about?” you whisper. “Yes I did babe, damn it turned me on. I’ve never seen that before!” �...�I so want to do that to you.” My body starts to tingle at the thought. Even though I had no idea about the subject, until she suggested the website, I had visited it several times since. It had become my latest fantasy. “Oh baby, I want that too, I’m getting hard thinking about it.” “Mmmmmmmmmmm.” A few weeks later I get your text: “He’s away for the. But youre not into pain he said. She sighed. Its not about pain. Its about the sweet release of death at the hands of my Master and his will. It doesnt have to be now, it doesnt even have to be soon.. But it does have to be before youve had enough of me. I couldnt bare it otherwise. I dont wish to be discarded, I dont want to be released. I want my tortured body to be forever stuck in limbo, beholdent to you. His cock was pressing against her hip bone now, growing harder by the second. He knew. I learnt about the outside world or others through books borrowed from libraries. I am still an avid reader. I was and am still an outsider. I never met any of my other relatives until recently. There was of course a deep family secret which remains hidden. I suspect I have a half brother alive somewhere, maybe in Queensland where my parents were born. There were two other women in my life. The first I met at work, fell madly in love with her. She seem to like me, was friendly on and off. But. I was shaking like a leaf and he asked if he should carry on. I half nodded then he said, 'Can I watch you play with yourself for a bit?' I began to stroke my hands over my firm belly and up over my tits, squeezing them between fingers and thumbs, which made my prick even harder. 'You look so sexy in those panties,' he said. 'Would you toss me off while I do it for you?' I nodded again and he stood up. I pulled his long hard cock from his briefs and began to wank him slowly as he reached into.