..."they must have been showing all the way over here" Billy thought which only got him hotter. "M-m-m-my name is Tammy" he said with a blushed face. ...Ahh the sissy has a pretty name indeed. Now then Tammy do tell your new friends here what you are truly and what brought you here today". It really hit home now where Billy was.....this was a crossroads where Billy could walk out or Tammy could finally be free. It was as if the floodgates had opened in Tammy's mind and she began to tell of the. You wanted to hide out and not see much of people. You sure did change your mind. You're a regular on Saturday at the market and do some tradin' during the week as well. Now you're going to church and doing call out work for people. That ain't bein' a recluse." You're right, Ben, it isn't. I think I want to just do a little work for others, but do more here on this place. I am going to build on to the cabin, but nothing huge. I also think I'm going to enclose the back porch and move the wood. "Susan Ellerbee, my dear sister, what is WRONG with you?" It's all fake. They tell you it's real, but it's fake. There's NO way that all those symbols and numbers really mean something that a normal person needs to know."There was a knock on the door. Low on the door."Go 'way!" I said."No!" it was Terri. "I need to see you 'n' aunt Susan." Let 'er in. I'm at the bottom," Susan said miserably. "there's only 'up' from here."I opened the door. Terri walked in purposefully. Walked over to the sofa.. I'm not in the pageant, you know." Yes... yes, I know, Ann. Well, thank you anyway." Of course. 'Night." Bye."Momentarily, Susan sat silently thinking. She dialed a second number. A woman answered and Susan identified herself. Momentarily, Rickie Thompson's unmistakable voice spoke."Rickie, do you know where Nadine is?" No. How would I know? That creep, Jamey Halo picked her up. I... I guess Nadine and I won't be seeing each other very much any..." You say, Jamey Halo?" Yeah. He come by after.