The secrets - they had just seemed to weigh him down so much. I forced myself to the couch to sit down. Needing something to help pass the time, I tur...ed on the tv. Wouldn't you know it - football! Another reminder of Nate. I couldn't help thinking about the first time we had sex. Smiling, I closed my eyes to get a clear picture of him. Damn, he has no idea how sexy he is...He was at my apartment again. It had been about two weeks since our first sexual encounter. I wanted to take things slow -. But slowly it pulls my interest and feel that she is there for some intention… I also started starring with that mindset.. And started looking at her boobs…. Big boobs and ass.I saw her in gown, saree, suit, jeans…. Every time thinking to catch her boobs n rub her pussy so I intentionally started standing in balcony to see her.She also started to be at out side and be at her home main gate for long. But having fear to talk… But slowly we started looking each other and … Ankhon hi ankhon mein. Her short skirt was giving them fits as they were trying to get a view up her beautiful legs. Last night at dinner Paula had dressed in a very revealing gown that showed both sides of her body completely bare. The dress was really just two pieces of fine silk attached together by small gold chains up and down each side. She looked so elegant and the wait staff never once let our table go without anything during our entire dinner. Nobody there would have ever guessed that earlier during the day. I had always thought that my heart would be difficult to break, thought it would be tough… In reality, it was like poking your finger through wet tissue paper. It was around that time that the delights of Lush started to appeal to me again, see, I had decided that, since Sam and I were an item, I wouldn’t log onto Lush much. Now, I wasn’t keeping to that since she had done such a heinous thing to me. (Bitch) So I logged back in here and couldn’t remember who I talked to most, who I had made.