I was letting old tapes play in my head about being used, about men in my past who didn't mind sexing me up but didn't want a relationship with me. Ch...rles wanted our lovemaking to be unfettered by fear or negativity; I didn't want to have any emotional blocks between us. And we both wanted us to join in a union of transcendent, unparalleled ecstasy so we waited until the time was right.Other times, the subject of sexuality never entered our evening experience. Sometimes, I could sense that I. . DAN... BEN... BEN... HMMM... OOOO... YESSSS..."Brad asked, "Like your sons, Julie? Are they good to you?"Her only response was to moan "Hmmm," and push her pubic flesh into Ben's mouth and to push her cunt against his fingers. She pleaded, "FASTER BEN... FASTER... YES, FASTER... PLEASE..."And her Ben didn't disappoint her. His fingers, now three, fucked her cunt faster and faster and faster. After five minutes she orgasmed, screaming, "YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS..."Julie held on to. Jerl looked her over good.Damn, this girl was a looker he thought, as he took in her dark eyes and long dark hair that hung down her back. She was wearing a long, faded gray dress that she’d long ago outgrown.“If you’ll just lower the ends of them scatterguns a bit, I’ll turn slow like, ride back out and keep on going.”“So you can come back and sneak in after dark and take what you like, we know your kind out here, you think women don’t know how to look after their selves,” The woman in the. Well so be it. I hadn’t talked to her about how my company was doing as she didn’t seem to care. That should have been my first clue but I just thought she wasn’t interested in the landscaping business. We were doing okay, my company brought in a decent pay check even if we weren’t living in luxury, and with her job we were doing well by my estimate. Maybe if I had told her about the buy out offer I had received from one of the major national firms she wouldn’t have thought so little of me. .