The love was always there but the small everyday mundane things could not be fantasized about.I awoke with a start. My heart was pounding furiously an... my body felt moist. I could feel the humidity. I tried to roll over on my back and realized my wrists were tied above my head. My ankles were tied as well splayed apart. My right cheek was pressed against a pillow but other than that there was nothing over me to cover my nude body. I remembered immediately the previous night and realized I'd let. I did not want to do or say anything that would push Barb away.Add to that Barb's actions. She had made the first moves as far as make out sessions were concerned and I had to wonder what that meant. Was she sending me signals? I had no frame of reference because it was always me pushing forward in my other relationships. I'd never had a woman make the first move. Was Barb telling me that..." "Oh fuck! Give it up" I thought as I parked the truck in my parking space. "Too much thinking is almost. The one thing that Gwenllian took note of was the fact that every female was covered from head to toe. ‘What sort of a backward country is this that even Royalty has to cover up,’ she thought. Another thing she wondered was just what her daughter had got them both into.Arriving at the Golden Palace a few minutes later the man in the front passenger seat got and opened the door, bowing respectfully as Sharifa, Nicola and her mother got out. Several tall men came forward and took their luggage. After wearing little girl's dresses for 3 months, you get used to it. You even get used to having little girls as playmates, and playing with dolls.What I didn't like was that Janet continued to administer injections. And I was having a lot of cramping as a result. Then I started getting feelings of nausea and dizziness. I protested to Janet that she was hurting me, and was in violation of our agreement. She responded that she never said I wouldn't feel discomfort, only that I wouldn't be.