Even Purgatory would be an improvement, though from what I’ve read, it can be kinda boring. But it’s the not knowing for sure that cause the panic... I was raised in a church and believed in God and Heaven and everything that goes with it. When I got older, I realized that church wasn’t for me, what with various beliefs and doctrines, so I stopped going. I finally settled on that I believe that there is SOMETHING out there, but not ‘God’ as he/she was presented to me when I was a child. Some part. . " Laura half-groaned disconsolately, unable to keep her disappointment from showing. "I was hoping... we could talk."She hardly believed she had said this and began blushing almost the instant the girl turned, a few paces away, to face her again. The girl was smiling sardonically."Forgive me for being blunt," she said, "but are you a lesbian?"Laura bit her lower lip and shuffled her feet a little. "Is it so obvious?"She expected the girl to snarl and stalk off, but instead she smiled more. About ten minutes passed as walked further down the road. The streets were filled with the same 3 people that were out there every morning. 2 bums and a man Lily though looked like a drug dealer. Lily got to the place where Mr. Darrel lived. The lights were on. She walked over to the door and knocked. Seconds passed and then the door swung open and Mr. Darrel stood there.“Lily!” he said with a big smile on his face. “How are you this morning?”“I’m good.” Lily said looking at Mr. Darrel. He. As I write this, I really don't know where to begin;of course, you knew that I cross dressed but you also believed me when Ipromised you all of those years ago that I would quit for the sake of ourmarriage. And, for several years, I did quit but slowly the urges toexplore this side of me returned, stronger than ever and to the pointwhere I could no longer cope. So everything you've just found is mybelated confession that I betrayed your trust for which I am truly sorry"------Anna thought back.