To her, scared means protected, and for years she has worked tirelessly to keep me 'safe'. Mission accomplished mom, I am scared of everything; all th... time. I'm waiting for one of my friends to come and rescue me, but there is nothing new in that for me. I have always been a dependant person. My mother always provided me a room, clothes, food, phone, internet and tuition. Either she or one of my friends would chauffeur me around when I needed it. All I ever did was whatever she told me, and. I put my ‘A’ thru ‘M’ stack next to hers. She put her personal stack on mine. Mom was done with the song “I will Never Be Jealous Again,” gesturing to Jennifer to come over.“Ladies and gentlemen,” I said. “We are taking a break and will listen to the haunting voice of the future Jennifer Guthrie-Thomas.”Mom started with a musical opening that was six measures long... JENNIFERLately when I am in my roomAll by myself in this solitary gloomI call to myselfHey there, you withthe stars in your. . You guessed it, CONFIDENCE! I never had "the balls" to just ask girls out. Now, I've had girl friends in the past, but they've always asked me out. I guess early on I got used to girls just wanting me. I first found out I had a foot fetish around 3 years ago or so, when I was watching porn (how some things never change lol). The porno I saw was featured on another popular free porn website, the video was titled: "Audrey Bitoni performs a footjob." After I saw that video, my life changed. Meanwhile, I wound up everything and sat on the dining table, pretending to study.As I sat on the dining table, I realized that she was taking more than usual time in the washroom. One doesn’t need that much time to pee. I sat in a way that I can see her when she comes out. After some time, when she came out of the washroom, her face was red.She looked at me, smiled, and said good night and went to her room. I was sure that she was masturbating in the washroom and that the massage is working.