So I made bed made of plaintiff leaf. I took her into my hands and laid her on the bed of plaintiff leaf. We started kissing each other for 15mins exp...oring each other’s body. I was sucking her boobs and licking her body… she started to play with my cock… soon my cock has gained it position and was ready to for big fight i.e. to tear her pussy. I whispered in her ears that r u ready for fuck… this time she replied with and answer yes fuck me my darling … tear my pussy into pieces…. Its all urs. But how could we be there if our bodies were here on the Ship? I know I was there. I know it." I have no idea, and so far, Ship won't say. Maybe I'm not capable of understanding. But the pain bleeds over to here – this dimension, I guess you could say. I know that the moment of intense pain I felt as the energy beams overloaded my shields and blew my little scout ship to pieces ... well, some of that pain came back with me. I hurt like blazes for a few seconds. If it isn't real, how could I. I felt sure that if anyonecould help me sort out what that meant, it would have been her. I am notsure how long I had been flying when the Doc spotted me, and led me backto the compound, where I have been since. But I should rest now.Tomorrow is Deb's funeral, and I really want to attend.Entry 5: I promised the Doc I would finish this today, and then we willtalk. I have buried my friend, and had a unique conversation with bothher folks and my own. It helped that I had an even more. I had cooked a delicious chicken with a tasty salad. I had also bought wine, so I brought one bottle to the table.We ate and had an exciting long talk. When we finished dinner, I proposed him to go to the living room to listen to music. I put a playlist with some of our favorite bands and brought the wine with me.We kept on talking about many things that had happened to us in those years. We finished that first bottle, so I brought one more.I was feeling so happy. I guess being here with Tom.