" Surprisingly, I really hadn't made that connection. I guess I am so focused on Shannon and so in awe of Caroline and Jim that my so-called family ne...er entered the picture. I honestly do think of the Randolphs as more my family than anything." But, don't you think there will always be a hole in your life if you don't try for some sort of resolution." What's to resolve? I know absolutely nothing about my father. He wisely boogied before I was aware. He left me to survive with those three. She gave the brush a good soak in the iodine and painted around my rectum, then stuck the brush inside and twirled it for good measure.Then she looked at me."Are you still aware, my daring? Nod your head for Yes."I nodded.She lifted a pair of what looked like dainty silver tongs."Nurse, I want you to watch this." She said aloud, "This is known as clitoral stretching and desensitisation. Its important pre surgery , just to ensure the blood does not become too engorged."She held up the tongs and. But for now, I dream and wish and feelmy love leak into the things that have touched her.Spilling my scalding seed, murky and muggy, into herpanties like an adolescent boy again.I went into her room tonight. Not more than half an hourago. I stood in the doorway between the two rooms forwhat seemed like forever. My heart pounding. My legsshaking. My breath ragged in my chest. I was naked andhard and I could see her from where I stood. She wasasleep, lying on her back, one arm thrown over her. ”“I am pleased for you, though I don’t quite believe he could be nine inches Sylvia, though I would like to see for myself.The first time Mitch gave me oral sex was a revelation. Forty-five years old and never had my cunt licked nor an oral orgasm. The tip of his tongue on my clitoris after he licked his way up my inner thighs was sexual heaven as I sat on a chair in front of a wall mirror with him kneeling in front of me with my legs over his shoulders with his fingers teasing my very erect.