That was the first time I stepped over the line. But definitely not the last. I had always been hypersexual; I used to get a hard on thinking about th...s one girl in my class. I imagined her naked and I was chasing her and whipping her. I should note that I was not like most of the guys of my age, in that I was very much a born sissy. I loathed any sort of athletic sports, for example, and I was afraid of my peers because I had no real physical strength, was uncoordinated, and could not fight. I. For hours, this was my world, drinking and peeing. I did fall behind on several occasions and felt the burning fire of the punishment shocks on my nuts and in my ass. I guessed that electrodes reversed polarity with each shock since sometimes it felt like my nuts were exploding in my sack and other times it felt like they here hit by a large hammer. All I know is that each shock left me weak and shaking and determined not to let it happen again.Finally my shift in the pit was over and I was. " Ahhh, music to my ears. Jack turned and smiled at Kyle, "Buddy, no one's getting in trouble tonite, in fact someone is going to grow up tonite." Kyle wasn't sure what that meant, he was just thankful he wasn't busted real bad Jack opened the fridge and took out two beers. He opened them and held one out to Kyle. Here, men like to drink beer when they look at porn, it's more fun when you got a buzz on. Kyle's head was reeling at all this, not only am I not getting in deep shit, he's giving me. A quick call to the ER revealed an empty department except one kid with an ear infection. Most of the ER staff were involved in a game of poker using EKG leads for chips.In her 8 bed critical care unit, only 6 were filled. Of the six, 5 were on vents and drugged into a stupor. But one had a guy that would actually be discharged in the morning. He was only still here because the floor didn't have a spot for him yesterday. He was youngish for this unit too - 44. The only family Rita had met were.