I was nervous, but they were more interested in myclothes than in me. One wanted a peek at my petticoat, and anotherasked if I had to wear the uniform...all the time. I told her no, justfor special events. She seemed disappointed.When Mommy started ushering them out of my kitchen and into the diningroom, I set the oven to broil, got out the French loaf that I'd slicedand spread with garlic butter and sprinkled with parmesan cheese thatmorning, and arranged the slices on a pan so that they'd toast. I'm seriously lost...TrinaSeptember 18thI've come to a decision today about my situation with Bree. I can no longer fight the feelings I'm having but I can't risk the damage it would cause my family if I were to act on them in any way. So I've decided to spy on her. Yes I know its a terrible thing to do and I really do feel bad about it but I figure if I can at least somewhat satisfy them privately I can keep myself from doing anything too stupid publicly. I have two ideas right now. First I. "Ass is all red and inflamed, like a Homo." Lynden confirmed."Ass bomb, cuffs and tow rope,on the double," Sgt Andrews shouted "Cover him," and they simply cuffed his hands behind him, and when Pte "Paddy" Fields arrived in the Land Rover they paid out the fifty yard tow rope, dropped the end round the Land Rover's tow ball and they drove slowly back to camp with Abdul jogging along behind the Land Rover, Paddy like to make them jog briskly, sixty five miles an hour or so usually but this. When I told Ty called she said "Hell motherfucking no!" So to distract me she put Ride My Pony by Genuwine and started stripping. By the time she made it to her underwear I was thinking "Fuck Ty, Fuck Leah, Fuck em both." I never told Erica I like girls. Even though she put on shows she made seem like she was joking and never went past her bra and panties and never told me if she like girls either. She had on a cute little lacey thong, all I could think was how much I'd love to rip it off with.