" I wondered if you would come back today," Juanita said, welcoming Roxanne into her office. "How are you feeling? What are your thoughts about your e...periences yesterday?" Well, my bottom is a little sore, but I took a long bath this morning and that has helped. But I am still confused and conflicted, I think." She paused, trying to decide how best to explain her feelings. "All my life, from the time that I was a young girl, I have learned, and thus believed, that sex, for a girl, was just. I really love doing camera stuff, and Lill was really into the costumes and props and production stuff, and Paul.. well, I’ve said Paul could write. We’d talked about it lots. The porn film thing… well, hey, that was just a sort of idle idea. A film was the thing. Any film. And we could have done it. We could have done it on school time with all the kit and support and stuff. And we’d blown it. And man, did we feel low. The next English class was worse. She’d printed off all the scripts – not. One particular night I Wasn,t alone in the building as one of the private secretaries for the Managing zdirector was working late to clear some paperwork from a contract signing earlier in the evening and I completely forgot shevwas still in the building. I,d already done a first patrol of the building while the staff were still using the board room so had checked the rest closing windows, fire escapes, switching off machines, lights, turning off taps(faucets) and flushing toilets lazy people. I was excited about what may or may not happen. Nobody was sitting next to me or behind me when I first got there. I was dared to have to sit through an entire movie at the theater. I started to watch the movie. It was a little odd to watch a porno in a movie theater alone. I sat there for about thirty minutes, and then, ever so gently, I felt somebody behind me lightly grope me. I was so turned on and didn’t move. His hands were now in front of me stroking at my breasts. It was really kind.