" "Cooking and keeping house for me is what you're for. I always come first for you. If you'd thought there was even a chance you wouldn't have it rea...y on time, then you shouldn't have fingered yourself." "I know, sir. You're right. I'm sorry." Just then, the insistent ringing of kitchen timer alerted her that the meatloaf was ready. To her relief, he stopped spanking her. "Finally. Show me you can still be useful and go get my damn dinner." She got to her feet gratefully and went to the. Lovelorn and lonely, looking at her I felt like a violin bow was being dragged across my heart.“Yeah,” I laughed. “I guess you’re right.”Her eyes were locked onto me. I was trying to avoid getting drawn in. I although the book was now shut, I scanned its cover intensely. I looked behind the bar at every drink on sale. Anything but getting suckered in.“Something on your mind?”“No. I can’t sleep, that’s all.”The book cover had a blue background. A cereal box turned on its side with the title. ”TJ winced. “Glad I missed that.”He turned around, shifted the old roofing hatchet he always kept tucked through his belt, and pulled himself up to sit on the tail gate. “Just finished aging a run yesterday.”TJ pulled herself to sit on the other side of the tailgate. “That so?”He looked at her slyly from under his bushy eyebrows while he dragged an old milk crate out from behind him and slid it between them. “It is. Tried some pecan char in this one.”He pulled two not-terribly-clean coffee mugs. "But at the end of the night, we'll all be coming home together." Well, what are we waiting for?" I laughed lead me to it."The girls looked sexy, there was no doubt about that, but even having said that, my head was on a swivel, I'd never seen anything like it.I was wearing just jeans and a tee shirt, so it took a twenty-pound note in the bouncer's hand before he'd let me in and it was, without doubt, the best twenty pounds I'd ever spent.Leather clad couples, latex clad couples, rubber clad.