So now I knew thathypnotherapy had nothing to do with that. Things were looking up. "Francine," I said, "I think I've worked through enough stuff to b...lievethat you loved me before you started all the business with the triggerword, and, God knows, I love you, so can we say that we will continue tostay together no matter what? I still have to work out who I am, and ifyou will love that person." John, darling, I will love you whatever you decide. How about we take abreak and I will prove it to. We spent two days in the Magic Kingdom and one day in EPCOT, saw the fireworks every night, and spent another day over at Sea World. By the time we flew home, I was thoroughly theme-parked out.Then Marilyn got really silly. “Could you imagine doing this with four children?” she asked.I swallowed hard and looked over at her. “Are you trying to tell me something?”She started at that. “No! I’m just saying, if we had another child...”“Come here for a second. I haven’t punched you lately, and I. "Chelsea ... I don't know how to say this, but ... but Ijust want to thank you for keeping my secret to yourself. You didn't haveto do that ..."She stepped closer so our faces were nearly touching. "'Course I had to dothat, honey. Who you are behind closed doors is your own business - nobodyelse's. An' I never blab about other people's private affairs - that justwouldn't be right."I couldn't stop myself from giving her a hug, and I couldn't stop my tearseither. After a quick trip to the ladies'. I arranged a day off work (not telling the wife) and agreed to meet her after she finished her morning job at about 1:00 PM. I had seen a couple of pictures of her so while not Cameron Diaz she was still attractive at around a size 14 to 16 but very physically fit with it.When the day arrived I travelled to see her and had an hour or two to kill so got a cock strap at the sex shop and eventually arrived and called on the phone to say I was there. As soon as she met me at the door, we embraced.