"I straddle Tanners stomach and lean over him. He takes my shirt of and I take his off. I look at the clock and it says 12:03am "Happy Birthday baby"H... smiles and pulls in for a kiss. He continues undressing me and I undress him until we're both naked. I lay on top of him just breathing. "Tanner..?" Yes Aaron?" I want this to be you best birthday ever... You can do anything you want to me." Baby just being with you is all I want." Tanner...I'm ready.." Are you sure?" Yes...I want to make love. Instead of using one of the cloth napkins my mother insisted on having at each place setting during meals, Garrett scrubbed the heel of his hand across his chin, only managing to smear the gravy.I would've loved his permission to clean away what he'd left on his chin with my tongue once we were out of sight, but that would've placed my mouth too close to his.And that would've been out of the question.No kissing. That was the unspoken rule.Fucking was fucking.Kissing meant something else. I watch our juices slide down my leg and you smile and get me a towel. For the next half an hour we talk about my drive, your work, my work and general chit chat. I like being at your house and like the feel of the place and how you have accepted me into it.I find myself looking out of the window and then I feel you come up behind me and move my hair to the side. You start kissing my neck. My arms came up around your neck and I tilt my head to the side to give you better access. Your arms move. If I had made an error or failed her in any way, sometimes she wouldn’t say anything but just give me her look and I would feel ashamed and a little worried. I never even considered arguing, I just profusely apologized and vowed to do my best to please her with my work. I had been doing well for the most part for quite some time until I came home to my apartment complex from work to find that there had been a fire in my building and two thirds of my apartment was completely ruined. I was told.