I suspect Alex and I will have to move sometime this summer. Adding to the possible stress is that I want to have a baby with Dan. I’m not sure if I...��ll tell him ahead of time or when I am pregnant.”Sandra had to laugh, “I’ve been having the same thoughts. Maybe seeing all those babies in their house and Tina expecting twins has me yearning a little to be a new mom again.”“We could be sneaky and let Dan get us both pregnant,” Susan suggested.“Jessica and Alex seem to be hitting it off quite. Well, not the worst thing, of course. But by the standards of a best man on the night before his best friend’s wedding? Yeah, this was going to be pretty fucking bad. I mean, pretty fucking good, but afterwards? Pretty fucking bad. Christ, my head was a mess.“Is that so?”“Yeah, and I can’t help but wonder if I really love him as much as I think I do, or if I only think I do because I’ve never known anything else?”I started to nervously rap my fingers on the bar. I laughed.“Sorry, I’m making you. 45 Samantha could hold back no longer."Lets go mum!"As we were about to walk out the door when the phone rang. It was Samantha?s coach. It was bad news. Another girl has come down with the flu. She is running a high temperature and will be unable to play. The problem was unless they could find at least one replacement the team would have to forfeit. Samantha was devastated and started to cry."There, there sweetheart ? it can?t be helped. There will be other games." I tried to comfort her but. He tried frantically to piece together last night’s events.“Was it all a dream?” he heard himself asking.In an attempt to recover, he lifted his head from the pillow, but the aching and pounding defeated the simple act. He lay his head down just as quickly. The night went by like a taxi cab speeding down Second Avenue. He slept for a few hours more.He knew nothing of the hour. He awoke later reaching across the bed. The stillness of the bedroom offered no response. He urinated in the bathroom,.