. you have serious balls, kid. And you love to open your mouth when you shouldn’t, don’t you?”“Yeah, I do. Bad habit, and I know it’s going ...o get me killed one day. Just ... some things need to be said, you know? And no one else says them. So I say them.” And he’s been saying them more, and more, with more confidence each time. Or cockiness. Hubris, Jack, hubris. “Kindred are sneaky creatures by nature, lot of lying, manipulation, misdirection. I’m ... not a fan of that.”“ ... neither am I.”. And, thus, it went on for another year-and-a-half. For some reason, they had allowed Baby Angela to remain with me until she could walk. Then, one day, they devastated me by taking my daughter away. I did not have time to be miserable, as they increased the number of sexual events in my life from then on.At some point, I became pregnant yet again--as you can see from the swell of my abdomen. But I had become something similar to a zombie at that point--complying without complaint, and simply. .this could be fun!" Mark reached out and caressed a breast and she gasped and looked around, very frightened, wondering what was going on. Mark decided he had better not get too aggressive or he might cause her to faint. He wanted to follow her home and see her get undressed. "Maybe being dead won't be so bad" he thought to himself. "At least I won't have to work for a living." He chuckled at his joke. Then Mark felt strange and he saw a bright light in the distance. He didn't want to go but. Oh god. It was all over. I could hear it in her tone of voice. Mom had just lost all the respect she'd had for Charlotte, and now I would be forever caught between them as they battled about the morality of the porn industry. Mom was somewhat old-fashioned as you can guess, not rigidly so, but enough to make the Lawsens' career choice a problem."Mom, I know what you're thinking, and I understand how you feel, but just remember that she's the same girl you were getting along so well with a few.