I didn't feel safe enough to go online with my pictures then, but I certainly felt safe enough to masturbate while cross dressed, though it was incred...bly odd at first. It did, however make it easier to accept that after one look at myself in the mirror, there was no doubt what role I'd be taking in sex from now on. I couldn't imagine being the top - only being fucked. Those looks in the mirror were a reminder that I was making this reality, and that I would have to accept that I was the one to. We hung around drinking sodas for a while longer until Mr Stephenson walked over and said it was time for the fireworks. We all stood up and walked over to where we had been eating, grabbed the chairs and carried them around to the front yard. Several of the houses up and down the street had men and older boys in the street in front, setting up firing tubes and other things to use for the fireworks display. Mr Stephenson walked behind me, and when I sat my chair down at one end of the line. From time to time she would 'play' with the youngmen in her class to break the boredom. Today she chose to try out the newboy, Jason. Early in the period she approached his desk and leaned over hiswork to give him a great view of her braless titties. She even went so faras to let strands of her hair 'accidentally' fall against his face. " Oh excuse me", she said, touching histhigh and then moving on. Alice could see his breathing speed up and shedidn't have to guess at what was happening in. She would often stop to take and always seemed happy. She was attractive short and very voluptuous. Always wore tight black leggings and I liked to look at her arse and hot thighs not to mention a nice pair of tits.One day service was returning and I said hello but she didn't seem as happy as normal. Then she said she was getting a lot of knee pain and knowing I knew a little about fitness asked what it was. I'd had the same a few years back and told her not to worry mine cleared up with some.