I get up, rub my eyes again and stumble to open the bathroom door. Nothing, no one. Christian is gone. I put my back to the wall and slide down it unt...l my ass is sitting on the floor. What the fuck did I do? What the fuck did we do? He’s getting married tomorrow. Shit. I get my stuff together, find no note in the room and no messages on my phone. The bill is paid at the counter, so I leave and walk the seven blocks back to Penn station in these fucking heels. I get on the train to Bayshore and. " I will," I said firmly.Fortunately for me, both Dawn and DJ were in better spirits the next morning, and once again we were a happy foursome frolicking together in a big, sweaty pile of naked flesh. I'm not even entirely sure who's mouth I was in when I blew the first time, but whoever it was quickly shared my load with the other girls while I gasped for oxygen while flat on my back and staring skywards.The afternoon found the four of us dressed in our swimsuits and floating on inner tubes on. He might not be so willing if he knows I don't need it." Last time I looked at his record, there was no insanity marked on it. Of course he'll be willing! Any man would be." Even so. I want to do it with him once, just like we've just done, with no complications. Then..." Then?" Then, I don't know. I'll tell him the truth, of course. And we can all talk it through. I'd like him to stay with us. I have a feeling we'd make a pretty good three-way."We had breakfast together, and she left. I. "He nodded, motioning for her to enter. Her face almost seeming to blush through the fur, she pulled a string necklace he hadn't noticed before out from under her outfit and over her head. Fitting the metal key at the end into the handle lock, the door clicked. Seeming to brace herself, she opened the door and entered. Anthony quickly followed, Justin a step behind.The room was small. It looked like every motel room Anthony had ever had a hookup in, if a bit dingier (hey, he had standards). One.