Even if he were, he knew that no amount of washing could clean away this filth. With much effort, he pulled his mind away from his suffering and co...centrated on less troubled times. He sought out more memories of Kate. He hoped that his disappearance was not putting strain on her pregnancy. She had started her third trimester last week. The doctor had warned her to take it easy. He could see her face in his mind and reached out to hold her. He remembered where he was and moaned, praying that. He avoided talking to me and totally avoided me for some days.One day I went to him and said,Me: why are you like this shyam? Please be normal. We are friends.He: am sorry deepthi. I can’t see you as my friend anymore.Me: so you won’t talk to me anymore?He: I don’t wanna disturb you anymoreMe: who said you are disturbing me? Hmm please come to my home for dinner tonight. No deepthi you dad will be there.Me: No. He went out for a business trip. So please do come.He: okay deepthi I will try.Me:. I dressed her in a black lace bra, and matching thong, slid a pair of nude thigh highs on her, and slipped on a pair of 4" spike heels. she stood by patiently while i put on a purle silk button up blouse, mid thigh length black skirt, and black jacket. she looked fantastic !! by the time i finished dressing her, my cock was rock hard, she noticed my "problem", got on her knees, and sucked me until i exploded in her mouth, gave me a kiss goodbye, walked out the door. i was working near. Blackwell's, but neither of us had moved back here by then. There are so many people dying now. You didn't go to Frank Tierney's funeral. That was a sad one. He got run over and dragged by that Arco tanker truck over in Boston. I think it was in '03 or '04. He lasted about three weeks in the hospital, and then he died. Di and I were both there, but there was only the minister and these two old men who worked at the cemetery. They were only there to lower the casket after the grave side service.