Anyways we were bored and high and she had me completely dressed up in her house , wig , makeup fishnets , makeup , short skirt , black string , small...top and a pink collar that said slut no it and she bought me brand new stilettos and i looked SEXY AS FUCK, and was immediately turned on and couldn't believe that 2 weeks ago i was a straight guy who liked girls and i got put inn my place and became a brainwashed pnp bottom slut and realized that my little white cock couldn't please any girl,. It's the biggest bed so there's lots of room."I wasn't sure how much room you needed for sex. After all, my brother lost his virginity in the back seat of a Ford Escort so there didn't need to be a whole lot of room, but since I was about to lose my virginity I wasn't inclined to disagree with anything Kelly said.Kelly unbuttoned her blouse. I was glad she didn't show any hesitancy now that we were close to the act. I watched her undress as I removed my own clothes.There they were! Her. Shock. Guilt. Even disgust. But I also felt arousal. And lust. So I stood there watching, not saying a word. Part of me envisioned him reaching out to grope my breasts or tear my clothes from my body and ravage me. Maybe he’d grab me by my hair and force me to my knees to make me take it in my mouth. But he simply stood there looking me up and down, stroking his enormous black cock. I assume he was running through scenarios of his own in his head. It only aroused me even more to think about all. I'm not totally complaining because I love my kids and grandkids and it was my job to put them first in my life. It's what good mothers do. I guess it's just that a lot of my wants and needs were put on the back burner. Don and I got married very young. He had been the only man that I ever had intercourse with.I had fantasies and thoughts of things that I would have liked to try too. Don went ahead and apparently lived out some of his. I could never cheat on him, so I decided to tell him I.