Her voice was thick and raspy and it was clear that she was getting more and more excited."A little, I mean it was the first time I had ever seen some...ne doing that you know," I said trying to justify my reaction to myself as much as to her."So would you ever do anything with a guy baby," she asked me. "I have to be honest baby, the thought of seeing that really excites me." I'm not gay Mandy." I know you aren't baby," she said as she kissed me softly on the lips. "But maybe you are a little. While the part of the belt covering my sex kept its distinctly female form the upper part sensed when I (we) were home and the healthy boobs adorning my once manly chest retreated when we left it. As soon as I entered the front door the C cup beauties returned to their pert place over my ever more sensitive nubs. This necessitated a change into appropriate female attire according to Yevs rules and so at home I was always dressed as a woman. The only time this rule was relaxed was when we had. ?Stand up and turn around and put your hands up against the wall.?I did not answer and I sat still looking at the ground. His question shocked me and I knew I knew he would spank me. I’ve never been spanked before and guy was still a stranger to me. I knew I could stop but I didn’t. Lexington slowly pulled on his leash upwards and I stood up and submitted to his commands. I stood facing the wall and put my hands on the wall. Interestingly, I also spread my legs. I have no idea why, I did that.. What in our imaginations had been the furnishings of our make believe castle was, in reality, just trash that belonged in a landfill. It was just like our lives. In years gone by, there was nobody I was closer to than Valerie, but in the cold light of modernity, there was a chasm between us that made my heart ache. Just as the things lying around our fort had, somehow, become worthless, I felt like our relationship had somehow become strained and difficult.Oh, we were still friends. And she was.