The bus ride seemed slow to Clare. She tried to keep her mind on what she needed to do today, but her mind kept floating back to her father, who she a... the moment just despised. After stopping for an iced coffee, and a bagel, Clare headed over to the production studio, and was surprised that it wasn't open at the moment. "Maybe I'm too early." She told herself, and noticed that there was someone moving around inside, through the slotted blinds that were put up. Trying the doorknob, Clare. Or maybe that's all that sticks in my memory.Anyway, our get-back-together fuck the night before, while sis watched the closed door across the hall, had been good for both of us. Then the crushing news of competition. Now this. That girl was learning how to treat my fragile emotions like a yo-yo.I got naked and, as usual, followed my hard-on where ever it wanted to go. Judy spread and raised her bony knees and wouldn't you know it ... That's right where he wanted to go. I had just got fully. It broke my heart to see her like this. "Don't worry, Frank," Megan said to me. "I'll see to it that she gets through this. You go take care of business and we'll keep in touch." There wasn't any more I could say at that time, so I just turned around and walked away. Before I left the restaurant I looked back. Megan had Lucy in her arms and was whispering to her as Lucy cried. That should be my job, I thought. Could I lose everything when all is said and done? When I returned to my place there. I was 19, in college, and horny as fuck. I had a car so one afternoon I drove 20 miles to the nearest city, searching for an adult video shop so I could watch some porn and jerk off my 8 inch dick until it was ready to shoot out a load of jizz. I found one and as soon as I walked in, I was the center of attention. A very cute 19 year old surrounded by at least 15 unattractive older white men, most of them at least 50 years old.I walked to the back where the peep show booths were, loaded with.