What did I have to lose?With a more purposeful stride I walked back into the school and went to my locker. None of the hall monitors saw me, and I mad... my way to the library unchallenged. I had about twenty minutes. I wrote furiously. It took about four pages, but I got my thoughts down and after reading through the message, I nodded.There were about five minutes of class remaining when I dropped the note in Missy's locker and headed out the door for home.Tuesday morning, I made sure I was. I turn my head to nuzzle his neck and shoulder. Breathing in deeply the wonderfulness of his love and caring of me."It was only a simple scout. We were very careful," I reassure him. I can feel his tension slowly drift out as his relief becomes more pronounced."I go crazy," Nimrod murmur's some more. "I worry, that is what old men like me do." he says and straightens up from our hug.With one last stroke of my hair he releases me. I let him slide out of my grasp. I would have hugged him all. The horse bucked with no real rhythm, but it was forceful and deep. I screamed with each thrust and felt it growing in girth. I looked down and saw it was now about 8 inches wide. I couldn't believe something that big was fucking me. It felt so good. Every now and then the horse would stop and I could feel its hot cock pulse inside me. My ex untied one of my hands and put it on my belly. The horse bucked and I could feel my belly moving up and down to accomodate it. Feeling that cock. Doctor Mercer knows, but not my mom. I just told her about the time that really messed me up. I don’t know what to think about that first time with you and her, but I do know what to think about being with just her. I still get a little sick to my stomach when I think about it.”“I’m sorry, Kara. I didn’t protect you as I should have.”“No, you didn’t. But, I also made my own choice. A very bad one, as it turns out. Like you did with Becky. We both have to live with the results of our.