Worse than that I realised that it was a part ofthe routine that I enjoyed. Because I couldn't remember anythingspecific, I couldn't recall what was e...joyable about it. I suddenlybecame aware that I was considering putting a dildo inside my vagina, anact which I looked on with disbelief and disdain, but wanted to try. Thelast time something felt so mentally difficult but physically necessarywas probably when I wanted to lose my virginity. Here I was wanting tolose it again, and once again the. My k**s come round on a regular basis, their mum drops them off they stay for the weekend and then I take them back on Mondays - it works.Anyway one week the ex rings up and says Helen is not so well and just Mark is coming up, and that cos she is looking after Helen could Mark be picked up.I had just done a late shift on the Friday night so Pamela said she would go and pick him up. Pamela had just been to the gym she was wearing latex bottoms that clung to her tight ass and showed off her. Now Julio said, I need my cock sucked off. He undid the chain and pushed me on the floor and pulled my neck up so that my mouth was equal to his cock. He said, if you try anything funny, I will squeeze those balls so hard that I may kill you. Now open wide, you bastard, he took my head and pushed it towards him placing his cock inside my mouth. I was very scared at this point, I placed my lips on his cock as it went in and out. He gave out a moan, YESS!! and his cum went into my mouth. . We picked up a couple of ready-sliced loaves at the baker, and four pints of milk at the corner shop, before going on to Mr Waite, the butcher.He was already serving and chatting to a couple of customers, so we were able to have a look at his 'specials' board and decide what we fancied."A very good morning to you all! What can I get you, Sheila?" Eight slices of the Wiltshire breaded ham, and a two-pound pork pie, please?" An excellent choice! The ham is lovely today; Mrs Waite and I will be.