I had a crush on Shannon. Or, perhaps more accurately, I had the hots for her. Sweet, virginal, aloof Shannon Kelly. I wanted to lose my virginity to ...er. I wanted to get down on my knees and lick her pussy. Christ, I just wanted to touch her. Never mind that I had never spoken two words to her. For some reason I thought she might be impressed by me sliding down the center rail on that long flight of stairs. Pretty boneheaded.I distinctly heard the bone snap as I landed palms first, and started. So it has been ten years of no cock. And, thesex we enjoyed so much is now the same thing over and over, she’s in her big cotton briefs, gets up to take a shit before I go down on her, same positions, etc. she gets upset because I get limp during or fail to get hard at all sometimes. It’s not a physical problem, and she is sexy and slutty so that’s good. I just am notexcited.i had to get out of the rut and start being an active sissy but still the dangers of STDs was too high. Then I heard. Jay arrived a half an hour later; he let himself in with his key. Amy heard him come in and stretched sensuously. Amy's eyes were shut as she waited for his touch, she would talk with Jay after they had satisfied each other. He would be more pliable then, wrapped around her clit, so to speak. Jay blinked until his eyes got used to the dimness in the apartment. He then blinked again as if he couldn't believe his eyes. Amy was sprawled out on the couch wearing only a wisp of lingerie. She was. I tried coming closer to her day by day. Whenever I got a chance I used to talk with her. Eventually we became really very close. She started sharing her personal talks with me. She used to take my advice for dressing whenever she had to go out for any function or parties.Slowly slowly days passed and my final exams came closer, till then nothing serious happened between us. It was in my summer vacation of 12th when I thought of doing something nasty.I was introduced to a new app which is used.