I assumed it was something she had contemplated or fantasized about. I should have known better than to have assumed this was ever an option or a fant...sy of hers. She made it abundantly clear that those thoughts and desires were mine not hers. My wife and I rarely go out, she is dedicated to raising our kids, and I am always working. We planned on going out about a month ago. The need to plan head makes the whole experience of going out thought provoking. I understand the need to plan; I just. The transition is complete when you yourself, start to make those important decisions to pleasure men, such as I did with a neighbour I had grown up with, but never once thought we would become intimate in my formative teens.His wife was a good friend of my mothers and we would from time to time take tea with her and mother and she would chat while her husband, a retired TV repair man, would tinker around with spare parts and point out things electronic to my ignorant head. What I found I liked. " You didn't think I'd see it as a sign of resolve? Of the strength nottaking such a ridiculous order from your "Mummy'?"Now I felt completely and utterly stupid. Of course, I should have takenthe pants back! What had I been thinking? But, after considering it for afew quiet seconds, there was another reason I hadn't done it. And it wassomething Mum knew only too well."You're frightened of Amelia," she said, shaking her head."I am not!"She only smiled and shook her head with even greater. "Uh, you sure this ok?" I asked."Sure," he grinned.We were standing close together and I fumbled to get my mirror out of my purse."I'll take that," he said and I watched as he emptied the coke onto the glass and began to chop it up with a credit card. Soon the lure of the coke took over and that was all I could think of.I got the short straw I had in my purse and preceded to snort while he held the mirror. I groaned as the addicting rush hit my system."Good, huh?" he asked."Hell yes."He laughed.