You’ve been looking at my endowments. It’s only fair that I get to see your endowments. Go on. Off off.”Reluctantly Billy let his shorts drop to...the floor.I clapped my hands to my cheeks like MacCaulay Culkin. “Oh Billy you’re hung like a horse! I had no idea you were so well endowed! How have you managed to keep a thing like that hidden?” I picked up my cell phone. “Hold still! I have to take a picture to send to all my friends!”“What?” Billy covered himself with his hands.“Don’t be shy Billy.. .. ? Jesus I mean?” Róisín asked.“To look at, quite ordinary; to talk to, fascinating; to hear preach, awesome; with the ability to make you want to do so much better with your life,” Jude replied looking both proud and sad.“Sorry Jude, didn’t mean to bring up bad memories,” Róisín apologised.“It’s OK. I rarely get to talk about my friend,” he admitted. “You’d have liked him, very funny at times and a hell of a practical joker.”At this point more friends arrived and Ketty and Niras as hosts. I've had two failed marriages and jeopardized my present marriage several times. But now, with years of psychotherapy and proper pharmaceuticals, I'm in a relatively good place. That being said, nothing can completely control the bad days. Mental illness knows no boundaries and doesn't recognize social status, gender, or age.Despite my issues, I have always been a hard-working woman. I obtained my high school equivalent and started college at twenty-nine. I majored in sociology with a minor in. He had always been watching my girlfriend with that kind of look. He had never even tried to hide the attraction he felt for her, and always kept telling me what a beautiful girlfriend I had. It was only this time when he made that small remark, about how her beauty might be the key to solving the whole problem. When I talked about it with my girlfriend afterwards I was surprised how cool she was about the whole thing."If we can pay the whole rent by me giving him a handjob or something, I.