This time, though, I could hardly blame him. The whole thing had been my fault, though it was Carmen who'd seduced me. I had made Jeff feel less manly... made him wonder about my sexuality.I apologized tearfully: "Jeff, I'm so sorry, she's so much more experienced than me, and she just seems able to take control of the situation. You know me! I've always been the one making things happen, but around her... well; I just can't seem to help myself."I felt terrible, that I'd betrayed him, cheated on. The look on his face must say it all. He knows he is at least shocked. Amber on the other hand sits with her face in her hands, smiling. “It’s nothing to be embarrassed about, Daddy. But I do wish you would have woken me up first so that I could see you jerk off.”“I ... um ... don’t know what to say,” Leon says, setting his fork down. “I really shouldn’t have done that.”“Oh, come on, Daddy,” she admonishes. “I know you have been thinking about me for some time now, just like you do Jessica. Jeremiah Hawthorne left the valley that day a defeated man.Crested Butte, ColoradoLate-Summer – 1885Abby, remembering that terrible day, wiped a small tear from her eye. Jeremiah had seemed so sincere denying his actions, but the evidence against him showed otherwise. She’d also struggled with her actions during that time.‘Did I quit on our marriage too soon?’ she questioned herself. ‘What if Jeremiah was telling the truth and he hadn’t run off. Then I really was an adulteress!’Abby had been an. I was also living on my own in an apartment, I was twenty-one. I spent a lot of my time working. I really fucking cherished my weekends, where I was able to do what I wanted...which was usually nothing except drink a lot of alcohol, smoke a little weed and watch a lot of sports. Fantastic weekend.However, this on Friday, I was horny. I'd just spent the day scrubbing my apartment, I'd just had a shower, I was sitting on my couch, in a black t-shirt, grey cotton Nike bottoms and a pair of black.