Only once. It wouldn't make me cum; I just needed a jolt.My head jerked to attention when I heard one of the girls through the door. “Mom, did you o...der the pizzas?” “I will darling as soon as I finish taking my shower!” I yelled through the door. Dammit. I wanted just one tingle but there was not time. I soaped my body up quickly to rid myself of Johnson’s cum, rinsed, turned off the shower, dried and grabbed my robe. I ordered the pizzas then called my husband to tell him that I had a meeting. Im sorry! I cry into his ear as more and more of the caves ceiling assails my lover. Do not worry, my love, it was but an accident. He grunts as a large chunk of heavy rock slams into his shoulder blade. Horrified, I bring my hand out from under the shield that is his bulk, if I could start such a hailstorm of boulders then I must certainly be able to stop it. I take a deep breath and focus what is left of my energy, willing the deadly shower to an end. When it stops, my lover continues his. Inflicting a little pain and humiliation gets me very excited. I guess I have to ask you not to judge me either. Michael, six months ago I never would have even dreamed that I might have these desires. Now I'm not only acknowledging and accepting them, I'm telling you about them. Life certainly has taken a bizarre twist. A little over a month ago David started urging me to contact my old boyfriend, Nick Granger. I have adamantly refused to do that and intend to continue to steadfastly hold that. I paused in surprise and had to be prompted to continue. ‘Two as a freshman, five as a sophomore, (I attended a lot of frat parties), one the fall semester of last year. I used condoms every single time. Drug and disease free, straight, (so far), somewhat of a voyeur. And, oh lets see, oh yeah, crazy about you’. ‘It does not bother you that I kiss women and eat pussy?’ ‘Yes it does. I gives me a hard-on every time.’ We kissed as we walked which made walking a slow process. When we returned to.