'She's alive! That means she should be all right ... in a while, anyway. What about the baby?' He pressed his hand against Béla's abdomen, ignoring t...e crunchy feel of her charred flesh as he tried to determine, 'how deep do the burns go?'Unable to determine the status of his unborn child, Jake realized he should be glad that Béla wasn't dead. Something had evidently tried to kill her – blasting right through the door to do it. He couldn't think of anything that could make a two-foot wide. It had to be a joke! It just had to be. Diane couldn't have done that. She loved me. I know she did. There had to be a reasonable explanation for what I was holding in my hand. She liked reading porn stories on a couple of Internet sites so maybe she was trying to write one of her own to send in. It had to be something like that. It just had to be.I stood up and went into the house and got a cup of coffee, sat down at the kitchen table and turned to the first page."May 2, 08. A good trip to. Vo kitchen me gayi or mee liye pani ka glass lai baad me pucha tum or kya loge me uske kaib gaya or bola meri jaan ab to bas tujhe khane ki khwais he usne kaha itni jaldi kya he mene tumhare liye cold coffe banai he mene use ek bar kaha tha ki mujhe cold coffe acchi lagti he mene kaha le ke a jao lekin adha adha pi e ge wo boli thik he or kitchen me chali gai me bhi uske piche gya or use sat gaya mera land uski gaand ki tirad me fas gaya or use jese bijli ka karant laga ho puri coffe uske haath. ." I began, then glanced at him again. He really did look good in that outfit, and I hadn't been with a guy since before Jenny and I had got together. So the end of my sentence was a bit mumbled: "I just wish you'd told me that's all." We had to have a bit of fun and surprise though, didn't we?" Katrina said grinning and leading me to the centre of the room where Nick was standing. "Right, for tonight this is Nicola, Jack, and Nick, this is Jackie. Don't be shy guys, and we'll reward you."She.