Exhausted, I reached down and pulled my husband up into my arms and kissed him deeply, tasting the sperm and my own orgasm upon his lips, knowing that...the intensity of the moment was equally shared. It is the passion of the act that I enjoy the most, and I'm certain the same is true for my husband.The one position that I don't particularly care for, but will do from time-to-time for my husband's sake is to be on all fours or lying upon my belly with my legs spread. The reason I don't. Fir kam se kam 10 minute tak ek-doosre ko choosne ke baad, wo dheere-dheere mere lund par uchalne lagi.Wo aahh ahh ohh yess yess ki awaaze karne lagi, aur dheere-dheere mere lund se apni chut ko chudwane lagi. Thodi der baad wo ruki aur boli-Seema: Shekhar aaj ek alag hi feeling ho rahi hai. Aaj hum pehli baar mile hai, aur dekho kitne kareeb aa gaye hai. Aaj tak sex karne ki aisi shuruaat mere husband ke sath bhi kabhi nahi hui meri, jab ki wo daily mujhse massage karwate hai. Ab mujhe bahut. Steve never knew, i did not want to hurt him with thoughts of me desiring another man, i never wanted him to feel inadequit, as a lover or as a man. I never wanted these dreams, never wanted the fantasies, they just started one night, and never left. I hated myself for what was happening to me, feeling guilty and ashamed every day and night.None of it ever made any sense either. I had no desire for a dick so big as his, having only ever had Steve's dick, most impressive in size and always. My family thought I was still suffering from yesterday’s pretend ailment, which consisted of a particularly gnarly headache. Today, I wasn’t sure how pretend the headache was. I tried to distract myself by reading, knitting and periodically sleeping when I could. There wasn’t a lot to do in a cabin with no computer and no TV… other than think of Tripp. Tripp Carson… It was around six when my family left for dinner after a long day of god knows what. I knew I should have gone with them. I.