I simply looked at her, “How am I an idiot?” She walked up to me so she could face me. “Why were you afraid to tell me you lost your virginity?�...� I looked at her searching her face to see if she was pissed at me or if she were hurt. The only thing I could find in her face was sorrow. I brought my head down, “I don’t know. It’s just kind of embarrassing.” She continued to talk to me while my head was down. “How is that embarrassing?” I sighed, “I don’t know. I think it was because it wasn’t with. Anyway, whether she knew what she'd done by the way she'd dressed that morning we'd soon find out. I wasn't a rapist and I wasn't going to force myself on Carmen, so if she said "stop" and it was obvious that she meant it, we'd blow the whistle and I'd back off in a heartbeat.I walked over to Carmen's desk and stood there, very openly and obviously taking in how hot and sexy she looked as she sat there. She looked up straight into my eyes and I noticed the instant our eyes met in a very. This was the man that wasresponsible for my condition. If he didn?t make a move on some crazyjuju lady, I would be living a normal life. What upset me even more wasthis idea that I enjoyed the changes while they were in effect, butfelt nothing but shame and confusion afterwards. I couldn?t tell if thespell made me enjoy it, or if my new body did. Needless to say, I?vebeen showering a lot more often just to try and get the feeling away.To top it all off, I lost a friend in the process.It took a. I’ll drive back here in my car. Or better yet, pack your scrubs and come stay with me tonight.’ ‘David, I’m fine now, thanks to you. I’m sure you have things to do. I’ve taken up your entire weekend. I’ll drive you home.’ We chat as I drive. When I pull up to his house he says, ‘Walk me to the door.’ I laugh, ‘Then you’ll want to walk me to my car. This could go on for hours!’ He laughes too. ‘Yes. Now come on.’ He’s smiling but I know he’s serious. I get out and walk him inside. I can’t.