I am an older lady than you. You still attracted to me?Me: Yes.She: Strange! Why are you so sad nowadays. And not focusing on your studies?Me: Nothing...aunty.She: I know. I scolded you badly. But you also did sin by doing that nonsense.After a long pauseShe: ok. I have one idea to cheer you up. I understand your situation. I should have not shared a room with you. But your mom and I thought you are still a child. But it was our mistake. But now I want you to just focus on your studies and forget. This was what the evening was about, extremes!Before long came the announcement that the doors were closing and being locked until the evening was ended. Anyone missing the closing door time could not be admitted, this was a strict and hard rule, as was the rule of no cell phones or cameras, and of course the rule of silence. No one talked about what happened within these walls to an outsider ever, M didn’t know what would happen to anyone who did, but she didn’t want to think about it either.. ...We were discussing work, while Shoni was scanning the Uni's paper forjobs when Bill the landlord commented, "well I could do with anotherbarmaid if either of you are interested, you'd be following in goodfootsteps as your friend young Jill Harvey used to work for me.Kelly looked at me and asked, "What are you looking for?" Bill told us,"well I'm looking for someone to work four till ten every night, Mondayto Friday all day Saturday and Sunday twelve till six, interested?"Kelly looked at me I. With Matt, Alya always felt self-conscious, as if their relationship were fragile and could be destroyed with a single wrong word. With Lissa, there was none of that. Alya could just let go of all her worries and be herself, because Lissa would never judge her.Even with dozens of other students in the library, Alya suddenly felt very lonely. She had an urge to close up her books and go home right now, to talk and joke and laugh with Lissa. She could always study extra hard tomorrow to make up.