When I touch myself and think about that night, I pinch my nipples the way you would have. I run my fingertips down my stomach like you would have don.... I slide a finger inside myself like you would have.”“Or maybe you wouldn’t have joined me. Maybe I just would have come out wearing a towel ... and when the moment was right ... dropped it and told you to make love to me right there in the living room.”She gasped.“Sometimes I have a toy with me ... and I pretend it’s you. I suck on it ... I. And the moment I saw you only made sure that there was no possible future for us. Finding out I got an STD out of your activities just put the icing on the cake. I really can't believe you didn't know this was a possibility if I ever found out," said Dusty quietly back to her."But doesn't it matter that I don't love him? That I only love you? Doesn't that matter at all to you?" asked Lindsey starting to cry as she looked up."No it really doesn't. If anything it makes it worse. If you could do. ' So saying she climbed down off the table and told me to join her. She had me take off my rugby strip and stand there. She noticed my blush as I removed my shorts and jock-strap and apologised for the embarrassment, then offered to balance the equation my discarding some of her own clothes to make me more comfortable. I really wanted to be a gentleman and tell her that there was no need, but I was seventeen and she was hot and pulling her blouse out of her skirt and unbuttoning it revealing. Your period isdue any day now.Once that reminder came I had to roll a set of dice. If I hit odd, myperiod started early. If not I was free to worry about the next day, thenext roll, and if I was lucky and went a few days without hitting odd,my period would start naturally. And my cycle would begin again.And the fact that Google seemed connected to so much. My girl name andemail popped up regularly on my cell. So as well as Flo causingpotential embarrassment, there was always the possibility.